Its Tranquil Thoughts that Creates Prosperity .The destination of the journey didn’t seem unfeasible to reach. The path didn’t seem difficult either. I was determined in my action. The battle between the conscious and the unconscious had commenced.
One acted as the catalyst and the other became an inhibitor, often exchanging their roles during the journey. I was able to vision the destination and was eager to reach, marking the end of the journey. I was tired since I was the battleground.
The start of my journey didn’t seem far either. “Where have I travelled”, I questioned. The answer wasn’t one but a multitude of answers popped up, all entangled with each other inside me. The guiding force of my journey, the so-called “thoughts”, was not strong enough to guide me in the right direction.
“I was the one who insisted on starting it, I took the first step, I refuse to turn back”, I stated to myself. I am the strongest entity in the human world. I am the master who rules the human race. I am the mind.
I was trapped, following a path carved by a quest which seems to be endless now.
A part of me was left behind in the journey of time, in the past. Another part separated itself to travel further in time, in the future. Left behind was the part that was lost and shattered, longing to gain my lost identity again.
As I lie down during my journey, I tend to look at the imprints I left behind. I want to follow those but it will not lead me back from where I had travelled since they are the imprints of time on which one can’t go back.
Did I just realize that I am no longer the master, but a slave- a slave of my own thoughts, a slave of time? Or I gained a learning experience? They are two sides of the same coin- one leads towards happiness and satisfaction and the other towards an endless quest-up to me which one to follow.>